Gedicht des Monats - Mai 2021

Is he worth it?

Is he worth it, me being close to tears?
Is he worth it, me facing weird fears?

Is he worth it, me turning in bed?
Is he worth it, when there´s no sleep to get.

Is he worth it, me being jealous again?
Is he worth it - oh God - he´s such an incredible man!

Is he worth it, me having these butterflies in there?
Is he worth it, me telling him my secrets to share?

Is he worth it, me thinking of him by night and by day?
Is he worth it, me going for work in delay?

Is he worth it, me staring at this stupid screen?
Is he worth it, me waiting for fucking being seen?

What has changed since I met him first?
Who is responsible for my unbearable thirst?

Who is to blame for my passionate desire?
Where does it come from, this torturing fire?

It feels good and it feels bad.
I´m happy as well as mad.

Is he worth it, me waiting for his friendship to give?
Is he worth it, me rather waiting than to actually live?
When did it start, me being emotionally fascinated by him?
Why can´t I just be dead keen on him?

Is he worth it, me pretending to be cool?
Is he worth it, me feeling like a fool?

Everything seems to be fine again,
when I receive a message from this wonderful man.

Obviously, it´s just an illusion.
Is he worth it, me being in total confusion?

It´s my fault because I wanted it that way.
In fact, he was never meant to stay.

I´m risking too much,
whilst waiting for his touch.

It´s so hard to make a cut.
I think, I´m just his little slut.

I can´t stand it any longer.
From now on I will grow stronger.

Totally being under his spell.
Is he worth it? I can´t tell.

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© Missy

Frühling 2021
(Heine update)

Im wunderschönen Monat Mai,
Als alle Maske tragen,
Da ist die Langeweile
Mir aufs Gemüt geschlagen.

Im wunderschönen Monat Mai,
Als alle impfen gehen,
Da hab ich liebe Menschen
Auch online nicht gesehen.

"Gedicht" 3

10 Jahre...

Wart einen Moment, bitte...
Ich wusste immer dass da was war,
Doch du hast mir nie gesagt,
dass da ein Feuer war.

Und du ertrankst
im rosa Meer der Liebe
doch nun ist es vorbei
ich hab nie kapiert warum.

Alles was ich immer wollte
wonach ich immer strebte
war zu wissen
dass du träumst.

Doch nun ist es vorbei,
warum spielt keine Rolle.
Aber...wenn du dein Haus baust
bitte ruf mich Heim, okay?

Alles was ich wollte
alles wonach ich strebte
war das Wissen
dass Du träumst.

Bitte verzeih,
ich hab das Leben verpasst
Ich hab die Chance versäumt
Dich in's Leben zu rufen.

Doch wenn Du dein Haus baust
bitte ruf mich Heim
rufe mich ins Licht
der 10 years after...

Du hast es uns versprochen...

Ja wo isse denn, die Umfage?

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