"I`m singing at a funeral tomorrow
for a kid a year older than me
and i`ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
when i think too much about it i can`t breathe."
"And i have this dream where i`m screaming under water
while my friends are all waving from the shore
and i don`t need you to tell me what that means
i don`t believe in that stuff anymore."
"Jesus Christ, i`m so blue all the time
and that`s just how i feel
always have and i always will
i always have and always will."
"I have a friend i call
when i`ve bored myself to tears
and we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
but then we laugh until it disappears."
"And last night i blacked out in my car
and i woke up in my childhood bed
wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
when i remembered someone`s kid is dead."
"Jesus Christ, i`m so blue all the time
and that`s just how i feel
always have and i always will
i always have and always will."
"And it`s 4 AM, again
and i`m doing nothing
again…"
"Funeral" / Phoebe Bridgers